I finally understood what it is to want a hug from a man more than anything in the world, what will the good of someone else almost more than his own good. Is to understand what that person's life your life, support it to get support yourself. Having a goal, have a challenge and a necessity. Having more than one reason to live, and strive to be one of the reasons that person to live. I understood that the distance separating two bodies, but does not separate two hearts. I understand that you do not need to be close to being together. I finally understood what it's like an idol, and I finally understood what being a fan.